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i love my eye candies<3

Friday, July 22, 2005

it happened too fast,
alot of crying
and goodbyes.
i dont like things like this.
i dont mind missing my comp but i dont see the point
just like i predicted
we didnt do nothing today
it was ivp finals. and i missed it
its not so much the points
just the effort and time i put in
its alot
the sacrifices
all gone down the drain
OVER NOTHING
reallyreally wanted to cry
you have no idea how much i wanna be there
for ivp and for qing
wtf
i abandoned my best friend over nothing
she has to do it alone
im selfsih
or rather someone else is
i held my tears back
and saved them for other reasons
i really dont see the point anymore
you guys are just liers that keep lying over and over again
you never understand me
NEVER WILL if this keeps going on
i really want to hate you
i cant bring myself to
i'd be selfish if i did
im trying not to
im tempted to
why do you have to make me feel like im in hell?
you dont see how much this competition means to me?
thanks nuch for taking my place
thaks qing for not minding..you always do so much for me man. thanks(:
thanks gracia for comforts
thanks to no one else
or maybe you? for making me miss it for a day doing nothing
you could have let me go after that ya'know
but noo.you insist i stay
it isnt fair
you always want your way
you know how much effort is lost?
ITS ALL GONE
you rather believe other ppl than me
its ok
im immune to it
its always the case isnt it?
i know you sacrificed alot
so have i
but you know this competition is so impt to me
do i have to keep repeating myself?
no i dont
you'll never understand me anyway
in your eyes, its just an insignifficant competition that you see no point in me joining
im tired.
i wanna go home
you don even understand MY meaning of home.
but thats not important is it?
sweet goodbyes.i miss you guys over there alot.sorry qing..all the best! i'll be there..dont worry:) im there just that you cant see me:)
i have faith in you, you'll win over the judges hearts wont you? will you beeg eyes and sweet smile..and of course our super pro and sahweet looking prototype.
love ya..jia you


you claimed you love me but its all a lie; you never understood me; never will


1:52 PM